Monday, January 21, 2013

Waiting for the morning.

The sun has yet to come up as I write these words. I am wondering what today has in store. I do not watch the news on television these days so I have no idea if anything terrible is happening over which I have absolutely no influence. Maybe that is good thing? I am not too sure if ignorance is ever good.

I absorb too much. That is why I shut myself away sometimes. I like to analysis my thoughts. Understand why I react to specific triggers. I am super sensitive to other peoples emotional bad (and good) habits. Some people think that makes me 'anti-social.' I know it is why I am a writer.

But I love being with people. 'People Watching.' I like meeting new and old friends. I love and care about 'society' That is why I write. I want to do something meaningful with my life and as I have hinted at in previous posts I want my work to help others.

Frustration with a dark world driven mad by the policies of cynical men and woman should not stop anyone from hoping (and working towards) something better.

I may test software.  That is how I pay the mortgage. I dream of being able to change things. Building something greater with like minded people. I used to do 'Politics'. I used to watch the news. Now I wait and wonder what the day brings.


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